Dreams of Destiny

i have not written in this forever. Ah well.

Once this semester is done no more school! Oh yeah~! <3~ College will be done with.

I should really update this more shouldn't i?

At the moment i'm in class sunburnt and pouty about it. I know it's my fault but it hurts already! Ummm nothing much is going on. Work, school...no life as usual.

Maybe that's why i don't update like i use to.

I wanna make an rp...


the end

Please do me a favor and burn to the ground and fucking die. I hate you all. I really do. I fucking hate all of you.

My mom's a nurse, she's a good nurse. She's the type of person to try and smile and be happy. She's also honest and will say whatever's on her mind no matter what. She's got knee problems and she takes pain medicine for it. usually it's enough to help her get through the day. Today she got to the point where she couldn't even walk. She needed help going to the bathroom! (fucking doctors) anyway i got her medicine for her this morning and after i went to work it still didn't help her. She ended up going to the er were the doctor was rude to her. He didn't introduce himself to her he didn't even listen to her. She was to the point where she was crying and he'd do nothing for her.

That stupid asshole wouldn't admit her to the hospital to run test on her or even try to find out what was wrong with her. They talked to the patient representative and someone else and all they would do was say they were sorry, they didn't try to help her either. They just treated my mother like she was a druggie wanting more drugs.

what the hell kind of shit is that. Every day my mom deals with people like that who constantly want drugs. How the hell do they get attention when my mom who's really in pain and who needs help can't get any?

So dear doctors and all other morons...i really do hope you die. Personally i hope it hurts...a fucking lot.

Gah i'm really bored right now and a little tired. I've been working for a week with no day off, no breaks during my working and half those days i have class so i'm barely home anymore which really sucks i don't like it~. I need more computer time yep yep yep

should go now class will be starting soon...i'll be on gmail if you wanna entertain me...

So I've been watching Japanese and Taiwanese dramas on you tube and there was one i really wanted to see: Mars based off the manga by the same name. You tube doesn't have all the episodes...which sucks so i actually found a website where they had the whole thing. YES I so win...'cept i don't. some of the files are apparently softsubbed and include a file to go with the episode. Now this apparently isn't a problem but the video file itself is .rm and apparently .rm doesn't use .srt files. I'm not really sure about this but that's what I've seen online.

So i tried finding converters to change .rm to .avi that plan didn't work out...*sulks* only because most converts you have to buy to get the whole thing..

Until i figure out how to get .rm to play the stupid .srt file so i know what they're saying, I'm screwed...

At least i have other dramas to keep me busy with for awhile.



on a side note: Nobuta wo Produce <3 nothing but love for it <3~

So when everyone had went off to do something else today...or i should say yesterday i found a way to entertain myself.

Taiwanese Live action dramas~ they're great really. Anyway there's this one called Devil Beside You based off the manga Akuma de Sourou. It's really great...and there's some lines in it that make me go *drool* but anyways the point of this post is for my friend list.

If anyone can find me the opening theme song and ending song to download. I'd love you forever~!!!

Taken from gottis_chan

Step 1. Put your playlist on random.
Step 2. Post the first a line from the first 25 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing.
Step 3. Strike out the songs when someone guesses correctly. NO GOOGLING

( Songs )

I should write in this more. But really i forget. so poke me if you want an update kay?

In April the manager at the store i worked for quit. We've been working our asses off to keep the store going, and i will say we did a damn good job with out a manager. We recently got one a little over two weeks ago. The woman is a bitch and a moron...(i don't like talking about people this way but it's the truth)

She's very much two faced and playing favorites among the employees. Well the second day of her being there i went job hunting, and i got me a job at another retail store. I got the job right away, I went to orientation the next morning and then work. On the 22nd of june i gave my two weeks notice for the other job.

Now the first sign that this new manager is a moron. She takes home the schedule with her to change it because she didn't like how it was done. She said she'd bring it Saturday...did she bring it? no. Sunday came and she still didn't bring it. We got in touch with her and she was like. "Oh just work what you had it down as, i forgot." what an idiot.

The next sign is that every time a holiday or something special is happening on the calender we usually give 50% off on our clearance items. This woman is having us take it off of everything int he whole store! Costing the company lots of money.

Ah but anyway my two weeks are suppose to be up on the 5th of this month but she has more working on the 7th as well...ugh I'm going to have to talk to her about that.

This lady really pisses me off. She called me yesterday and asked if i could call my second job and switch the schedule around so i could work Saturday night at her store instead of theirs. I told her i would and hung up. I didn't. I didn't want to risk this job to make her happy. It's not my fault the other supervisor quit as well. So i call her back and told her they wouldn't let me. She got in a hissy fit and told me to try again and tell them I'm working my two weeks notice and i have to do it. So i hung up glared at the phone and called mama for advice. She told me to tell my manager that they're already working around my schedule and to change it would change it for everyone. I told my manager this and she went silent before giving me a pissy "Fine, whatever." and hanging up on me... (only did i find out today that she had threatened to call my other job...but didn't...if she did i wouldn't be there still)

Anyway so...i'm going to end this now. It's been a busy past few days...and i don't think it'll end soon
Friday: 2:30 -9:30
Wake at 7am on saturday
worked 8-2 at one job
4-12 at second job....
tomorrow i work 10-7 at one job...and who the hell knows what sunday will be like for me.

Stolen verbatim from daredtygrz


IF YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I want to know 28 things about you. I don't care if we've never talked, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other. I really don't. You are obviously on my flist, so let me know with whom I'm friends!

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Busy day today

Tomorrow i'm headed to durham for the con. I'm so excited~ i'm ready to go tonight but mom's coming with me so i can't. I still have a lot to do anyway. I have to finish packing and finish my gloves. Since mom's coming with me i have to help her pack and since there's a pool and my costume involves shorts...gotta make sure my legs are nice and shaved...like ya'll needed to know that <.< uh anyway~ moving on.

My lo mein is already there which i'm really excited about. I'll get to see her and snuggle with her. I'm glad she's okay though. Stupid semi i'd like to kick their butt and yell at them...um right *nods* um... for now that's all~

Okay i know i can have it worse...much worse but damn it it pisses me off. It started yesterday with mom getting mad at me. I have no clue why the hell she's mad at me and mom being the spoiled child that she is when she's pissy refuses to tell me much less speak five words to me. So i try talking to her this morning, oh no she's still pissy and she refused to say more to me then "nothing!" when i asked her what she wanted for lunch and breakfast.

Then when i went to take her to work she locked me out of the car, at least i have my set of keys with me to get in but damn the woman! So i get in the car and this woman is driving before i even have the seat belt on and speeding around the area we live in like a damned maniac. We get to her work, she gets out and leaves no bye or anything so i get in the car and since i have to work at 8 there's no point in going home just to leave the house not even an hour later. I go to starbucks get me a coffee and when i leave there to head to work my coffee falls into the floor and pours everywhere...goodbye coffee. Get to work, clean it up. i throw away the paper towels and come back to sit in my car and wait for my supervisor to get there and open the store up. The damn car alarm goes off. This car doesn't even have one of those buttons to push to stop it, i have no clue how to stop the damn thing so i ask the security office and he's not even sure how to do it. finally he says try turning the car on...thankfully that stopped it... it's just been a bad day.

I just picked mom up from work and she's still pissy so i'm stuck sulking in my room because she's a child. Yay me.

Yay~ It's May 2nd. There's only 23 more days until i see my lo mein~ <3 I'm so happy about that. It'll be really fun to. I'm trying hard not to count down the days but i can't help it. I'm just to excited. I should make a list of things i need to get done but i still have time so i'm going to wait to closer to time so i don't forget about it.

Today is my second day off in a long time and oh it feels really good...they better not call me in i need the break. Hmmm anyway i got a new kitty~

She's so cute. She's half siamese, so she's got the face and she's so small and adorable. She was sitting there in the house of our neighbor beating up on everyone who tried to take her spot <3 We finally decided to call her Angel.

I've seen a few people take this so...why not <3

Lo Mein is so cool!

She finally just finished her thesis and soon she'll be graduating from college. Ne ne she'll either graduate Summa Cum Laude or Magna Cum Laude~ isn't that amazing? Ne anyway she works full time and deals with having to work with people and going to school~

Lo mein is such a pervert it's wonderful. She takes care of me to and looks out for me. I think she's too good to me all the things she does for me.

Ne Lo mein...


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