Dreams of Destiny

hanayume @ 2009-04-30T00:35:00

2009-04-30T04:38:06Z

i have not written in this forever. Ah well.

Once this semester is done no more school! Oh yeah~! <3~ College will be done with.

hanayume @ 2008-07-29T19:47:00

2008-07-29T23:49:25Z

I should really update this more shouldn't i?

At the moment i'm in class sunburnt and pouty about it. I know it's my fault but it hurts already! Ummm nothing much is going on. Work, school...no life as usual.

Maybe that's why i don't update like i use to.

hanayume @ 2008-04-02T17:16:00

2008-04-02T21:19:45Z

I wanna make an rp...

the end

hanayume @ 2008-03-27T18:51:00

2008-03-27T22:51:53Z

Find Out Which Disney Girl You Are!
created with QuizFarm.com

You scored as Alice

Have you fallen down the rabbit hole lately? Or played croquet with a deck of cards? Either way, you're so very much like Alice! Her wild imagination and constant ability to daydream got her in so much trouble - you've probably heard your mother or teacher lecture you about having your head in the clouds! Remember to stay grounded most of the time, however, because life can get away from you when you're always dreaming about someplace else!

Alice

83%

Violet

75%

Snow White

58%

Belle

58%

Pocahontas

54%

Ariel

54%

Jane

50%

Mulan

50%

Cinderella

46%

Aurora (Sleeping Beauty)

46%

Jasmine

42%

Tinkerbell

42%

Megara

33%

Esmerelda

hanayume @ 2008-03-10T21:00:00

2008-03-11T01:02:26Z

Just Like You

2008-03-01T03:26:13Z

1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. To answer each question, click next.
3. Even if it is silly, use the title of the song

1. If someone says "Is this okay?" what do you say? - "As the world falls down"

2. What would describe your personality? - "Wonderful days"

3. What do you like in a guy/girl? - "Miseria Cantare"

4. How do you feel today? - "All Star"

5. What is your life's purpose? - "Two"

6. What is your motto? - "For Fruits Basket"

7. What do your friends think of you? - "Glycerine"

8. What do you think of your parents? - "Flower of Eternity"

9. What makes you cry? - "Blue"

10. How is your love life? - "Poison"

11. What do you think about often? - "Glaring Dream"

12. What do you think of your best friend? - "Cruel Summer"

13. What do you think of the person you like? - "I swear"

14. What is your life story? - "Zhuan Shu Tian Shi"

15. What do you want to be when you grow up? - "9 to 5"

16. What do you do when you are bored? - "A girl like you"

17. Who is your hero? - "Super Drive"

18. What do you think when you see the person you like? - "Strawberry Wine"

19. What do your parents think of you? - "American Idiot"

20. What will you dance to at your wedding? - "So Cold"

21. What will they play at your funeral? - "I‘m not supposed to love you"

22. What is your hobby/interest? - "Smile"

23. What is your greatest fear? - "I wish"

24. What is your biggest secret? - "If you‘re gone"

25. What do you think of your friends? - "The colour of love"

26. What is your theme song? - "Kryptonite"

27. What song title will be the subject line when you post this? - "Just like you"

Dear Hospitals and Doctors:

2007-12-08T03:58:35Z

Please do me a favor and burn to the ground and fucking die. I hate you all. I really do. I fucking hate all of you.

My mom's a nurse, she's a good nurse. She's the type of person to try and smile and be happy. She's also honest and will say whatever's on her mind no matter what. She's got knee problems and she takes pain medicine for it. usually it's enough to help her get through the day. Today she got to the point where she couldn't even walk. She needed help going to the bathroom! (fucking doctors) anyway i got her medicine for her this morning and after i went to work it still didn't help her. She ended up going to the er were the doctor was rude to her. He didn't introduce himself to her he didn't even listen to her. She was to the point where she was crying and he'd do nothing for her.

That stupid asshole wouldn't admit her to the hospital to run test on her or even try to find out what was wrong with her. They talked to the patient representative and someone else and all they would do was say they were sorry, they didn't try to help her either. They just treated my mother like she was a druggie wanting more drugs.

what the hell kind of shit is that. Every day my mom deals with people like that who constantly want drugs. How the hell do they get attention when my mom who's really in pain and who needs help can't get any?

So dear doctors and all other morons...i really do hope you die. Personally i hope it hurts...a fucking lot.

hanayume @ 2007-12-05T14:23:00

2007-12-05T22:26:34Z

Gah i'm really bored right now and a little tired. I've been working for a week with no day off, no breaks during my working and half those days i have class so i'm barely home anymore which really sucks i don't like it~. I need more computer time yep yep yep

should go now class will be starting soon...i'll be on gmail if you wanna entertain me...

hanayume @ 2007-11-20T23:45:00

2007-11-21T04:46:40Z

Lets101 - Free Dating Network

hanayume @ 2007-08-07T03:44:00

2007-08-07T07:45:54Z

Don't give me hope like that!

2007-07-24T04:57:20Z

So I've been watching Japanese and Taiwanese dramas on you tube and there was one i really wanted to see: Mars based off the manga by the same name. You tube doesn't have all the episodes...which sucks so i actually found a website where they had the whole thing. YES I so win...'cept i don't. some of the files are apparently softsubbed and include a file to go with the episode. Now this apparently isn't a problem but the video file itself is .rm and apparently .rm doesn't use .srt files. I'm not really sure about this but that's what I've seen online.

So i tried finding converters to change .rm to .avi that plan didn't work out...*sulks* only because most converts you have to buy to get the whole thing..

Until i figure out how to get .rm to play the stupid .srt file so i know what they're saying, I'm screwed...

At least i have other dramas to keep me busy with for awhile.

on a side note: Nobuta wo Produce <3 nothing but love for it <3~

~Friend List~

2007-07-08T06:41:38Z

So when everyone had went off to do something else today...or i should say yesterday i found a way to entertain myself.

Taiwanese Live action dramas~ they're great really. Anyway there's this one called Devil Beside You based off the manga Akuma de Sourou. It's really great...and there's some lines in it that make me go *drool* but anyways the point of this post is for my friend list.

If anyone can find me the opening theme song and ending song to download. I'd love you forever~!!!

hanayume @ 2007-07-04T14:57:00

2007-07-04T19:08:12Z

Taken from gottis_chan

Step 1. Put your playlist on random.
Step 2. Post the first a line from the first 25 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing.
Step 3. Strike out the songs when someone guesses correctly. NO GOOGLING

1. Kaze ni fukarete Kyou mo arukou Bokutachi no Windy road
Ano sora Miage nagara Take it easy, Take it easy Windy Road - bunta and Jackal gottis_chan

2. The lights go out and I can't be saved
Tides that I tried to swim against
Have brought me down upon my knees
Oh I beg, I beg and plead singing

3. Love your hate, your faith lost
You are now one of us
Love your hate, your faith lost
You are now one of us Miseria Cantare - AFI vv_hyperion_vv

4. I'm 15 for a moment
Caught in between 10 and 20
And I'm just dreaming
Counting the ways to where you are 100 years - five for fighting vv_hyperion_vv

5. Futari ga kitto deaeruyouna mahou wo kakete
Ryoute wo sotto kasanetehora hohoemukara

6. Ay, iyaiyai,
Ay, iyaiyai
A-a-a iyaiyai,
Where's my samurai Butterfly (ddr) vv_hyperion_vv

7. Straight out of some story
You walked in, in all your glory
I thought you were perfect for me
I was out of my mind

8. Your cruel device
Your blood like ice
One look could kill
My pain, your thrill Poison - Alice cooper mildly_deluded

9. Finally I figured out
But it took a long, long time
But now there's a turnabout
Maybe 'cause I'm trying

10. He was working through college on my grandpa's farm.
I was thirsting for knowledge and he had a car. (yeah)
I was caught somewhere between a woman and a child.
When one restless summer we found love growing wild.

11. I took a walk around the world
To ease my troubled mind
I left my body laying somewhere
In the sands of time kryptonite - 3 doors down gottis_chan

12. Asa da! Kyou wa mabushi sugiru sunshine
ashiotomade odoridasu yo saa yukou

13. I could be mean
I could be angry
You know I could be just like you Just like you - three days grace vv_hyperion_vv

14. I'm on a high, I'm on a high
there's nothing more to it.
We are the sea and the sky
and the blue that runs through it, yeah.

15. Can I get your hand to write on
Just a piece of lead to bite on
What am I to fly my kite on
Do you want to flash your light on

16. If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all If you're not the one - daniel beddingfield gottis_chan

17. Tasogare ni shizumu machinami wo
Kakeashi de sugite
Boyaketa ORANGE ni toketeku
Tomadoi no naka ni
any time

18. Nankai ronri ZURATto narabete
Nanjuukai datte KISS heta na teppou sa
Ura no URA o yomiatte shuraba RABANBA tachimawaru
Sou GEEMU wa shouchuu sa

19. I love the way you look at me
I feel the pain you place inside
you lock me up inside your dirty cage
well I'm alone inside my mind

20. How dare you say that my behavior is unacceptable
So condescending unnecessarily critical
I have the tendency of getting very physical
So watch your step cause if I do you'll need a miracle Harder to breathe - Maroon 5 vv_hyperion_vv

21. All the things she said
All the things she said
Running through my head
Running through my head All the things she said - T.A.T.U gottis_chan

22. This is my December
This is my time of the year
This is my December
This is all so clear My december - linkin park gottis_chan

23. I never thought I'd change my opinion again
But you moved me in a way that I've never known
You moved me in a way that I've never known

24. So lately, I've been wonderin
Who will be there to take my place
When I'm
gone, you'll need love
To light the shadows on your face

25. In one single moment, your whole life can turn around
Stand there for a minute, starin' straight into the ground
Looking to the left slightly, then looking back down
The world feels like it's caved in proper, so he frown

hanayume @ 2007-07-01T01:37:00

2007-07-01T05:56:50Z

I should write in this more. But really i forget. so poke me if you want an update kay?

In April the manager at the store i worked for quit. We've been working our asses off to keep the store going, and i will say we did a damn good job with out a manager. We recently got one a little over two weeks ago. The woman is a bitch and a moron...(i don't like talking about people this way but it's the truth)

She's very much two faced and playing favorites among the employees. Well the second day of her being there i went job hunting, and i got me a job at another retail store. I got the job right away, I went to orientation the next morning and then work. On the 22nd of june i gave my two weeks notice for the other job.

Now the first sign that this new manager is a moron. She takes home the schedule with her to change it because she didn't like how it was done. She said she'd bring it Saturday...did she bring it? no. Sunday came and she still didn't bring it. We got in touch with her and she was like. "Oh just work what you had it down as, i forgot." what an idiot.

The next sign is that every time a holiday or something special is happening on the calender we usually give 50% off on our clearance items. This woman is having us take it off of everything int he whole store! Costing the company lots of money.

Ah but anyway my two weeks are suppose to be up on the 5th of this month but she has more working on the 7th as well...ugh I'm going to have to talk to her about that.

This lady really pisses me off. She called me yesterday and asked if i could call my second job and switch the schedule around so i could work Saturday night at her store instead of theirs. I told her i would and hung up. I didn't. I didn't want to risk this job to make her happy. It's not my fault the other supervisor quit as well. So i call her back and told her they wouldn't let me. She got in a hissy fit and told me to try again and tell them I'm working my two weeks notice and i have to do it. So i hung up glared at the phone and called mama for advice. She told me to tell my manager that they're already working around my schedule and to change it would change it for everyone. I told my manager this and she went silent before giving me a pissy "Fine, whatever." and hanging up on me... (only did i find out today that she had threatened to call my other job...but didn't...if she did i wouldn't be there still)

Anyway so...i'm going to end this now. It's been a busy past few days...and i don't think it'll end soon
Friday: 2:30 -9:30
Wake at 7am on saturday
worked 8-2 at one job
4-12 at second job....
tomorrow i work 10-7 at one job...and who the hell knows what sunday will be like for me.

meme <3

2007-05-28T05:27:55Z

Stolen verbatim from daredtygrz

IF YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I want to know 28 things about you. I don't care if we've never talked, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other. I really don't. You are obviously on my flist, so let me know with whom I'm friends!

1. Your Middle Name:
2. Age:
3. Single or Taken:
4. Favourite Movie:
5. Favourite Song or Album:
6. Favourite Band/Artist:
7. Dirty or Clean:
8. Tattoos and/or Piercings:
9. Do we know each other outside of LJ?
10. What's your philosophy on life?
11. Is the bottle half-full or half-empty?
12. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest?
13. What is your favourite memory of us?
14. What is your favourite guilty pleasure?
15. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you:
16. You can have three wishes (for yourself, so forget all the 'world peace etc' malarkey) - what are they :
17. Can we get together and make a cake?
18. Which country is your spiritual home?
19. What is your big weakness?
20. Do you think I'm a good person?
21. What was your best/favourite subject at school:
22. Describe your accent -
23. If you could change anything about me, would you?
24. What do you wear to sleep?
25. Trousers or skirts?
26. Cigarettes or alcohol?
27. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together? (If you have no idea, just say something crazy, it'll entertain me!)
28. Will you repost this so I can fill it out for you?

hanayume @ 2007-05-24T18:36:00

2007-05-24T22:39:49Z

Busy day today

Tomorrow i'm headed to durham for the con. I'm so excited~ i'm ready to go tonight but mom's coming with me so i can't. I still have a lot to do anyway. I have to finish packing and finish my gloves. Since mom's coming with me i have to help her pack and since there's a pool and my costume involves shorts...gotta make sure my legs are nice and shaved...like ya'll needed to know that <.< uh anyway~ moving on.

My lo mein is already there which i'm really excited about. I'll get to see her and snuggle with her. I'm glad she's okay though. Stupid semi i'd like to kick their butt and yell at them...um right *nods* um... for now that's all~

Bad day...for the most part

2007-05-15T00:40:25Z

Okay i know i can have it worse...much worse but damn it it pisses me off. It started yesterday with mom getting mad at me. I have no clue why the hell she's mad at me and mom being the spoiled child that she is when she's pissy refuses to tell me much less speak five words to me. So i try talking to her this morning, oh no she's still pissy and she refused to say more to me then "nothing!" when i asked her what she wanted for lunch and breakfast.

Then when i went to take her to work she locked me out of the car, at least i have my set of keys with me to get in but damn the woman! So i get in the car and this woman is driving before i even have the seat belt on and speeding around the area we live in like a damned maniac. We get to her work, she gets out and leaves no bye or anything so i get in the car and since i have to work at 8 there's no point in going home just to leave the house not even an hour later. I go to starbucks get me a coffee and when i leave there to head to work my coffee falls into the floor and pours everywhere...goodbye coffee. Get to work, clean it up. i throw away the paper towels and come back to sit in my car and wait for my supervisor to get there and open the store up. The damn car alarm goes off. This car doesn't even have one of those buttons to push to stop it, i have no clue how to stop the damn thing so i ask the security office and he's not even sure how to do it. finally he says try turning the car on...thankfully that stopped it... it's just been a bad day.

I just picked mom up from work and she's still pissy so i'm stuck sulking in my room because she's a child. Yay me.

hanayume @ 2007-05-02T10:49:00

2007-05-02T14:54:06Z

Yay~ It's May 2nd. There's only 23 more days until i see my lo mein~ <3 I'm so happy about that. It'll be really fun to. I'm trying hard not to count down the days but i can't help it. I'm just to excited. I should make a list of things i need to get done but i still have time so i'm going to wait to closer to time so i don't forget about it.

Today is my second day off in a long time and oh it feels really good...they better not call me in i need the break. Hmmm anyway i got a new kitty~

She's so cute. She's half siamese, so she's got the face and she's so small and adorable. She was sitting there in the house of our neighbor beating up on everyone who tried to take her spot <3 We finally decided to call her Angel.

<3

2007-05-02T14:49:00Z

I've seen a few people take this so...why not <3

Discover if You are Seme or Uke!
Created by ChiisaiYume on Memegen.net

This is the result if Uke! has the highest score.

Take this quiz now - it's easy!

~A Tribute to Lo Mein~

2007-04-27T19:37:37Z

Lo Mein is so cool!

She finally just finished her thesis and soon she'll be graduating from college. Ne ne she'll either graduate Summa Cum Laude or Magna Cum Laude~ isn't that amazing? Ne anyway she works full time and deals with having to work with people and going to school~

Lo mein is such a pervert it's wonderful. She takes care of me to and looks out for me. I think she's too good to me all the things she does for me.

Ne Lo mein...

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hanayume @ 2007-04-08T15:34:00

2007-04-08T19:41:53Z

Happy Easter everyone.

So far my easter...really bites. I woke up to do the dishes so mom could cook from there mom demanded i wash the stove off, take out the trash. I didn't mind that so much but then she talked my brother into coming over. Of course since he's coming over she has to just have the whole house clean because she can't stand him coming over to a dirty house...she doesn't complain any other damn day of the year when he's not around.

So i had to sweep the kitchen, clean the living room, clean the hallway wash more dishes. Gah so damn annoying just because he's coming over.

I don't know what's really wrong with me right now but i went outside to calm down and started crying. What the hell is wrong with me.

~Lo Mein~

2007-04-08T01:16:02Z

I love you my lo mein~

you're to good to me do you know that?

hanayume @ 2007-03-27T19:59:00

2007-03-28T01:03:48Z

*pouts* my paid account is ending in like 5 days or so. *pouts* i'm going to miss it. Work this week is pretty much okay only one day of long hours. Most of it it's only up to 6 hours with a 30 min break which is okay for me. Thursday is my day off. I want to ask my brother and his wife if i can come over and swim and hang out. It'll be only with her since he's working...well she might be that's what i should ask.

I can't wait for may. I get to see my love, my lo mein and bug her. We can swim together then and enjoy ourselves hanging out <3

Hmmm well that's pretty much...all that's new ^_^ i have a rather boring life...i should rp some more lol.

hanayume @ 2007-03-04T21:35:00

2007-03-05T02:40:06Z

My Lo Mein's coming home tonight! She'll be on tomorrow *so so so happy!!!!!!!!*

*pouts* i don't get to take care of her when she's sick but i'll bug her whenever she's on to show her that i care hehe <3

Hurry home Love~ <3

Self Esteem for

2007-03-02T18:26:46Z

gottis_chan

Gottis is just really cool. I mean who else could write naughty things like she does so good. Never been a huge fan of Fuji but fuji torture is fun because of Gottis.

She's an amazing writer and comes up with a lot of great idea's, not only that' she's cute and has the cutest voice ^_~

Love ya Gottis~

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